Change
Fun fact: this is not the first blog I have created! In the beginning of 2016, I had a different blog (and it was very cringey). While I no longer use it, I do want to share what my fifteen year old self wrote. The following is a post I wrote for my old blog:
If I'm being honest, it's kind of sad as to how much can change in one year. Your best friends can turn into your worst enemies. The person who has your heart crushes it and becomes your heartbreaker. People you know change and become people that you knew while people you love turn into people you loved. I think it's a little sad because you don't expect how fast things change.
I know that I find it hard by how fast things can change. My eighth grade year is the year that truly changed my life. I lost all of my friends that I loved dearly and then all of a sudden, I was homeschooled with no friends. I was filled with loneliness. When I left my middle school during eighth grade, no one that I knew ever asked me why or what was wrong. They didn't text me or message me asking if I was okay. It broke me when I realized that I didn't have anyone to talk to.
Another change soon began after this. I came back to public school, on the first day of the second trimester of my freshman year. Some of the people I knew a little during middle school came up to me during this time and asked if I was okay. This was something that I really appreciated. I'm a sophomore now and I've had the chance to meet so many amazing people that I know are being true to myself. As much as the struggles hurt me, there was a lot of positive things that also happened during this time. I was able to see Demi Lovato whom has inspired me so much in concert. I got to learn about my love of trying out new hair colors whether it be red, pink, or purple. I realized that I'm a good writer and it's something that I want to continue doing forever. I shared with everyone my love for acting and with drama, the class not the gossip, I was able to meet my best friends. The struggles that I had to go through suck so much but I don't regret them and I'm grateful for the experiences with it. Change is awful at first but in the end, it's a good thing and I hope everyone can realize that it isn't something to be afraid of.
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