Breakdown

day by day, fake a smile, pretend i’m okay as i lose my life trial. stomach tied in knots, afraid of losing my mind, with pounding thoughts,

just leave me behind.

tell me i’m wrong.

give me the truth,

i don’t belong,

losing my youth.

never enough,

the worst is what i am,

in no way tough,

goddamn.

breakable,

with tears streaming down,

unmistakable,

this is a breakdown.