Honest

I was born on September 16th, I guess that makes me a Virgo

I could care less about the sign that seems to represent me

I’m 5 foot 3… and three quarters. I’m insecure about my weight

I don’t know how to ride a bike, and I’m a sucker for taking photos with my camera

And writing

I’m still learning how to be happy

I’m often okay in situations where I should be sad

I’m often sad in situations where I should be okay

I was the second born, and I’ve been a middle child ever since

I like coffee… a lot

I’ve been told that I show my emotions too much

People say I need to stop victimizing myself

I don’t play victim, I share my life story to help out others

Every time someone asks for advice I get happy as I can help someone out

I find myself always thinking about traveling and being away from home

I assume it’s because I want to see the world

Even if I only visit for a few days

That’s also why I buy postcards

To share with the ones I love

I know that’s kind of unique, but it’s a hobby of mine

And to be honest, I find it fun

When it comes to relationships, they remind me of romantic movies

But I’m scared mine would never turn out as they do on screen

That no one may want me

I’m anxious. Yesterday, my panic was following me everywhere I went

I cried and it felt like I was on a never ending rollercoaster

Now I can’t even go to school without the possibility of having an attack

I’ve never been in the military, but I have this strength inside of me

I got it from the broken thoughts inside of my head that can’t seem to vanish

I know it sounds crazy but sometimes,

I wonder about the things that happened in the past

I wonder about the future

If it’ll be better than the now

I’ve got a heart that’s overflowing with the words I never said

And the things I want to say, I’m afraid to speak the truth

You’d laugh and make fun of the way I feel.

Hi, my name is Kenzi

I enjoy apple juice, creative writing,

And watching crime shows on TV

I don’t allow myself to scream as often as I need to let the feelings out

I have zero confidence. I have bright green eyes

My hobbies include being near my dog, writing poems,

And trying to allow myself the happiness I deserve

I don’t know much but I do know this:

I know that I’ll be okay someday

I know that life won’t always be tough

I’m reminded that I won’t stay in the dark forever.